Why I started this blog

So...I'm going crazy.  I'm not sure if I can get through every day without an outlet.  I have no one to listen, no one to tell things to.  My family is there for me but I can't tell them the details of my heart.  I pray to my Lord, but I need to release all my thoughts into the world.  I don't think anyone will ever read this blog; I'm not writing to an audience.  I'll say what I need to say, not making things more dramatic than they are or need to be.  But the possibility that these thoughts will be seen and hear by SOMEONE is enough for me now.  So I will write. I will blog.